Event Management Experience

Must admit, I really like to run events.. This year, have been organizing quite a number of big shows with very limited resources, I really feeling tired. Yes, extremely tired. I started feel like getting older and older, and my brain is not functioning well.. It tends to be forgetful. Maybe I have been killing my brain cells these few years..

I hope I am not getting heart attack problem.. Chris from eBay hopes I will not burst my vein, but I believe I am nearly heading to that stage.. I don't like people use "relationship" to threaten me (e.g. I know .., you should help me to do..) I don't like people blame my team without given me a proper reason.. I don't like people pointing finger at me when I am not at fault.. I don't like people demanding.. I don't like people take credit without delivering her tasks.. I don't like people complaint without knowledge on the real situation. However, organizing an event, these are the situations I always encounter.. I always tell my team, must get use to it, never shed a tear!!!

I think passion is important, but motivation is more critical. How to motivate myself is something I still need to learn.. but I believe, with passion, I still can find ways to motivate myself..Now I wonder when can I retire early.. so I can read all my favourite books, listen to my favourite music.. Also, to accompany my family members and my lonely boyfriend. I have been sacrificying my personal time on my work life where I cannot find the balance.. But I enjoy my work because it is challenging!!! Thanks to my boss as he recognizes my efforts, understands my strength so well and most importantly he has confidence on me.. I like my boss so much!

Anyway, this Sunday I must celebrate Father's day with my daddy and my lovely family members. I hope I can slowly find the balance point, so I will be able to take good care of my family and my boyfriend while remain to be a capable assistant to my boss. I know it is not easy, but i will try..